sumthing bothering me lyk urghhh. fml.
i posted lots of lots of statues in my own wall post lyk a crazyy.
way of destressin by letting it out this way but well. it doesnt seems to work.
i hate myself.
i hate my characters.
i hate being a scorpio.
i hate being so fucking sensitive.
i keep mentioning that i m fucking awesome blahblahblah.
its all bullshit nonsenses. wtf.
pauline power?! Hahaa. disgrace!
i m nt awesome.
i m just average or even worse.
Yeshh, very very bad pauline.
i care bout what people thnk of me.
i cant stop thinkin and being sensitive over lil sesame matters. dang!
WHY MAKE LIFE SO DIFFICULT?! i have no idea.
i wanted to be lyk others, easy going.
even sum major matter happened out there also wont affect their life lyk cool onlyyy.
i jealous! yes, i am.